If what you call love is something that i cannot give
then i will give what i cannot.
If what i call love is somethign that i am trying to
give upon you, then i am giving enough for the
two of us
But if love is something that we both have yet to
find, then let us find it together.
Lies do not fool others.. They fool ourselves.
They shall not fool us much longer though.
Even though everday feels like several.
I use my memories of you to fill this time made slow.
It is possible to lose myself in these thoughts
and having you in my reality will fill my empty shelves.
Only if time comes that i will be forced from your side.
Then i will know a greater pain than i will feel anywhere.
In one blow that pain will shatter all rules i shall abide.
All that has to be done to prevent that is if with me your love you share.
As I look down at your head
I think what it would be
to whisper your name,
leaning in slow
Drawing the needed breath
Slowly letting out the syllables
jen na
The way i speak
explaining my every thought
and as you slowly turn
your face is alit with surprise
letting it soak in, i speak
jen na
Ignoring everyone around
preparing for the first kiss
but alas,
my thoughts ran free again.
Disappointment creeps across my face,
this time i almost scream
JEN NA
Now awake from my dream
the game passes by.
Unnoticed to all
but my trembling heart
I softly begin to cry.
For the first time i whisper
jen na
unknown to the few believers,
is a thought that troubles me more,
flowing out like the raging stream,
crossing the borders of the shore.
brought forth by my very own mind,
the thought of you, to never know,
at least by my saying the truth,
lost in my mind i cannot show.
what do i have to do to see,
to be able to speak to you,
i shall be complete when i can,
when i can do what i need to.
but i am lost, alone and scar'd,
afraid i will never be found,
that i shall always be without,
and that i never make a sound.
A while back a colleague of mine brought up in a conversation that somewhere in the world someone dies with every second that passes by. On the other side of that coin, he said, every second someone is born. He said it so matter-of-factly, as though it made perfect sense that there be some sort of universal scale of grief and happiness, life and death. I dont know for sure that what he said was true, but today theres two particular seconds I cant seem to get off my mind.
I used to have this business associate by the name of James Silver. He was pretty young to be as far along as he was. I cant honestly say that he h
My bike is a vintage 1973 Raleigh handed down to me by my father. The steel frame I use to bike those forty miles to and from class every day is the same one he used on his campus, way back in the Bronze Age. Sure, I've replaced the brakes, the shifters, the chain, the pedals, the wheels, and about half the rider, but the core of the thing is unchanged.
It's only natural, then, that I was replacing the brake cable when I discovered them. I'd been inserting a Dremel bit to cut some sheathe when I thought to wear eye protection, and what should I find when rifling through the mess called my father's garage but a pair of glasses that could h
I have
not written
poetry to soften the fall,
caring not for lovers
breaking a suitors
uncouth hands.
I have not
written poetry to inspire
the mob, should
revolution prove us
failure again.
I have not written
poetry to elate the heart
for it to sink
once more.
I have not written poetry
only this: labors
of a silly idea
that I could confine your stride
to syntax, your grace
with grammar, your song
in unmelodious prose.
Thus, I have given up
because words will
Hello.
My name is beryc. You haven't seen me around much for several years.
Lol, kay. I can't keep that up. I really should get back into some form of art form so I can make use of this ancient account. At least I still have bragging rights that I have a very, very old DA account :D.
So for the people who will go about reading this:
Long time no talking with ya. How have you been?
I've actually submitted something new to my gallery :D Lol. just means I have become fairly ingrained into a long standing hobby. Who knows how long it will last, but I will try to get pictures of what I make up while I am still making stuff. From the time I put those pictures up to the time I'm making this journal I've already made several more bracelets which delve even farther into the possible color combinations I can do :D
Just thought I'd make a journal to go with this significant event.
~Beryc out
I'm a day late ;) But I took the first day of the year off from almost everything. I wasn't even hung-over, so it wasn't a day of recovery. just rest. :D
And, Meh, there probably won't be many people who humor me on this. But if I don't write it and put it up no-one will ;).
Anyway. I'm curious as to what people are doing for new year's resolution. I just want to see where mine stand up against everyone elses, and if my ambitions are set a little too high.
So on to my New Years Resolutions:
- See how well I can actually do in a semester. (bye bye free time)
- Increase my intelligence. Improve by leaps in bounds in what I desire
I was wondering where you had found me from But it makes sense though.
Lol, you'll have to forgive my inactivity on this site. I've had it forever, but I might even be adding something new to my gallery sometime soon. Just gotta weed through pictures of some maille work that I have done.
I wish you the best today May your spirit keep the freedom of a butterfly in spring, and may your heart be filled always with the joys of simple things. May your essence claim the freshness of the new laid morning dew. All of this... and more... is my Birthday wish for you.